The moment when you finally realize all you do in life is make people miserable and hurt. You go from one situation to a new start and realize no matter what you do you’re still a miserable failure that doesn’t deserve to be alive.
Think I’ve finally hit the complete bottom where I’ve realized all I’ve been doing is making life difficult on everyone lately…. the only thing keeping me here anymore is the fear. I just wish I could end it all to be rid of the pain the anxiety the darkness that just seems to be around no matter what I do.
I dont know how I can keep going anymore I hurt physically and mentally no matter what. The only way I sleep anymore is with sleep aids and even they have stopped working… feels like it’s time to call it quits and just give in anymore. This feels like the only place where I can express how horrible I feel without feeling judged. I don’t know where to turn to or even how to keep picking myself up day in and day out. Maybe this will be good-bye.
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I’m sorry that you find yourself in this predicament. Is there anyone in your life that you can open up to, or have you considered seeing a therapist? Remember, seeking help from others isn’t a bad thing. Doing so doesn’t make you a nuisance or burden. Also, feeling the way you do doesn’t make you a burden on others. Yes, many people can’t deal with a depressed person in their lives, it’s a difficult situation, but that doesn’t reflect on you as a person, or your worth.