God sees me not: YHVH Yireh (the ram instead of Isaac); El Roi (banished Hagar)
My tears fall unchecked: He collects them Ps 56
My screams go unheard: Ps 34; Isa 65
Why am I damned: This one’s tough: you are judged as you judge or more likely: PSALM 18
Why am I unforgiven: If you want forgiveness, you must first forgive: MT 6, LK 7, IS 1; IS 43
Why my god, why?: Dan 9:9; Mic 7; PS 86 & 87 especially; Jer 29:11
From what you’ve written I believe I have been in a similar place spiritually and emotionally and I don’t have sage words. I know that the gospel that is preached is different from what I’ve read. I won’t question your beliefs or attach you (or God) for your doubts and your pain. I can only sit beside you and hold your hand, which I a doing right now in spirit.
Praying you find your reconciliation and your peace.
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It’s a test. The ultimate test which not everyone can pass.
Wow, wise words. U sound like me. 😉
its not test god simply hates you cause hes a sick tyrant
God does not exist. People talk about god I feel like I am in the middle age. It is so absurd.
God sees me not: YHVH Yireh (the ram instead of Isaac); El Roi (banished Hagar)
My tears fall unchecked: He collects them Ps 56
My screams go unheard: Ps 34; Isa 65
Why am I damned: This one’s tough: you are judged as you judge or more likely: PSALM 18
Why am I unforgiven: If you want forgiveness, you must first forgive: MT 6, LK 7, IS 1; IS 43
Why my god, why?: Dan 9:9; Mic 7; PS 86 & 87 especially; Jer 29:11
From what you’ve written I believe I have been in a similar place spiritually and emotionally and I don’t have sage words. I know that the gospel that is preached is different from what I’ve read. I won’t question your beliefs or attach you (or God) for your doubts and your pain. I can only sit beside you and hold your hand, which I a doing right now in spirit.
Praying you find your reconciliation and your peace.