I need to talk. I need to connect. This site confuses me. My family confuses me. My ex-husband confuses me. Life confuses me. Animals, spatial questions and geologic strata do not confuse me. But it would have been nice to have human connection instead of just the illusion of it.
There is a speech-bubble note 1 above and the content is “Cheatin’ uh? Sorry, you are not allowed to access this site”??? I am not a cheater. What is this? Another fucking mindfuck? I’m not such a bad person. I don’t deserve this. More importantly, I don’t understand this.
Alone on Saturday night as I have been for 40+ years. Seems my life is garbage. I don’t want it like this. I’m willing to work hard, connect, listen… how come my life is utter shit?
The suicide has often looked appealing. Today is another such day when it does.
I have never connected on this site, but because of the suicide topic it draws me back. For fucks’s sake, someone connect with me, please.
My insane ex won’t…
The cable around the neck looks appealing. I don’t want to talk about that. I’d rather live and do something wonderfull.
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Had i spent my life thus far studying physics and math as opposed to trying to penetrate society maybe i’d be a scientist instead of a loser.
Physical reality is consistent and predictable; people are…perplexing. Or maybe it’s just me overthinking things.
Still i believe in the power of the human spirit. If you want it bad enough you can do it.
Want it bad enough and you can stop these puny life forces that can be so easily destroyed unintentionally; or you could do something wonderful.
Hi. That message appears to be a stubborn glitch or poorly-worded error message.
Like you, I’ve spent many of the past 40+ years of Saturday nights (and other nights) alone.
I’m hoping that you’ll find some wonderful things to pursue… and that you can get rid of the (proverbial?) cable.
Physics, etc makes way more sense than people. Are you looking for some one to e-mail back and forth with? If so that is something I could do, at least try to do.
Your ex won’t connect with you because he is your ex. I suggest you leave things that way.
There are all sorts of ways to meet other people. The question is are you going to go outside or do you want to do it online.
Call Lifeline on the right side of the page her, babe.