Kind odd occurance over the last 24 hrs, had a little chat via text with my 1, or my number 1 confidant. No-one knows it all. Anyway, I was advised to be positive. Humor me they said. Try it out just for a week. I negotiated down to a day, or a morning but regardless, I was more of a piss ant than I usually am. More salt, more vinegar. No explosion or anything, just griping about the days occurances and the atmosphere in which we share.
I didn’t go in more angry or anything. Never really tried the whole positive thing either. Idk, maybe it was just a coincidence.
Any thoughts?
*side note: I think this person’s own griping may add fuel to my fire. empathy? Possibly because I do care for this person. Not romatic love or lust, not that either wouldn’t be sweet bliss. Just an admiration and friendship
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With regards to the fuel to my fire I’m confident it’s those things I mentioned, that in addition to my current state of being.
Fire, meet thermite…
Actually that metaphor is a little strong but you get the picture
I get it
But not really
I’m a complete fuck up
Did your most recent post get axed by admin? Or did u take it down?
I don’t know that there’s much to get, it was probably just a coincidence I was a ***** today. The convo didn’t make me feel anything, annoyed with somebody wanting me to chang, nor inspired to change.