Non depressed people just don’t get it. I feel like this should be an easy thing for a “normal” person to wrap their happy little head around. Just take all the emotions you are capable of feeling, get rid of em all…but keep the shitty ones. Pretty simple really.
So why why why why why, do “healthy” “normal” people still feel the need shower me with observations about how I’m just not trying hard enough. Allow me first to say that it is true. I do very much need to get my shit together. I’m told I look like crap. This is true. They tell me I’m gaining weight. True. I get lots of comments about how I dress. Slovenly is word. True true true.
So FUCK YOU ALL. Fuck you so fucking hard up the ass, I hope your hemorrhoids get hemorrhoids. Do you think I don’t look at myself and hate what I see? Sure not ever getting laid is a way of life for me, but do you really think I believe them ladies are just dying to get a go at my saggy man titties? Do you think my priority should be my “presentability” when I want to die? You ignorant fucking pricks. My daily routine largely consists of listing reasons to go on living. I cry every morning and curse the heavens just cause I’M STILL HERE. So do forgive me dear “normal” people for not taking the time to adhere to social norms that will allow YOU to feel more comfortable. I’ll pencil in “combing my hair” right next to “trying not to cut myself open again.”
Tell me “normal” people. Would you consider approaching someone who is on fire and telling them…..Well…
“Have you tried stop, drop, and roll yet? I hear that’s an excellent way of dealing with being on fire. Look now I see you’re really not trying hard enough to take care of this being on fire issue of yours”
No you wouldn’t say any of those things because that fucker is on fire and does not need your shit advice. Now fuck off and do whatever it is you normal people do when you’re not just listening to yourselves talk.
I’m sorry…that was bitter. Healthy people I know you mean well. You’re not wrong really. I do need to try harder. Sure improving the way people see me can improve the way I see myself. I love you so much normal people…. but goddam it… Sometimes I need you to just shut your fucking mouth. I don’t need this shit from you right now. What I need now is to get these flames put out. If you can’t help with that then back the fuck up and shut up.
p.s. I apologize to anyone who is currently on fire. I cannot actually imagine what that must feel like, and I can understand that my suggesting our experiences could be comparable might come off as insulting. I tried to come up with a better metaphor but I was stumped. I’d hoped the vivid imagery would drive the point home. In any case, good luck…. Oh and fix your posture while you’re at it you lazy bum. Looking confident is big step in the not being on fire direction.
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What the hell, cant u say it politely ?
Yea, u have learnt a bunch of stuff from around…i give u that, but u r a total coward, do u think all the normal people come on here?
Have a little courage, and go tell about this stuff in the face of those normals who have hurt u…
I agree. Selfishness is the root of the problem. Biggest problem of our times, if you ask me. Guilty of it myself.
Haha, I applaud this post and every word in it. Let ’em have it.
Beautifully posted, normal people drive me up a wall. I been pressured to lose weight, and to look attractive. Gotta act like a lady, but they’re so superficial, and so stupid. It’s like they are trying to solve the problem in the wrong place, or assume that just because I am female that if I’m beautiful that all my problems will go away. I never realized that this appearance problem happened to males too. May I die by obesity, may I drown in my layers of fat because I can’t stand being around these stupid people. Thank-you for the beautiful post. Ahem.
Wow BlueDiamond. Thanks. Sure it happens to men, but I know that can’t compare to what women have to deal with. Holy fuck. Congratulations on just being alive BlueDiamond. I can’t imagine putting up with that much bullshit. Kudos for staying strong and not lighting anyone on fire yet (presumably). Stay strong and (if you can do so without getting in to much trouble) tell em where to stick it.
Also if you’re not already familiar, check out Carrie Fisher when she wasn’t obligated to talk only about Star Wars. She was and is my hero on this subject. Should be required viewing for mental health/body/life choice shamers.
Sure, I can check her out. She died last year. I don’t have a problem with people being fat, though they shouldn’t expect the whole world to accept it. I hate the body positivity movement. It promotes unhealthy standards for women. This movement is hypocritical because I haven’t seen any obese men, and the fat women are stared with good looking men.
“Just take all the emotions you are capable of feeling, get rid of em all…but keep the shitty ones. Pretty simple really.”
– This right here. This describes it PERFECTLY.