I thought that I was happier, that the issues that plagued me had been healing this whole time. I threw myself into my education into building a future and I hardly ever had any time off. I graduated with a bachelors of science and I am done with my education it is summer break for me. I have had a week off and I’ve had so much free time that it is insane. With all this time I have come to realize that I didn’t get happier, I haven’t been healing, if just been too occupied to focus on the depression. I’m worried that I won’t have a job like I thought I would. I’m worried that I’ll have too much of this free time and start to fall back into the same hole again.