I don't know where to start so much shit has gone on in my life I've tried to kill myself more times than I care to count, life should be great and perfect but it's the opposite, I have 4 beautiful children and a wonderful husband I've just had so many issues including my self and mostly my mother my dads death then my step dads death while trying to do GCSEs then leave school get pregnant at 17 which changed how life would be and I wouldn't change it for the world, but I'm drowning under my issues and to my family I have scuba gear on when in reality I have nothing a bikini with. Bleeding leg in shark infested waters what the hell do I do I'm at my whits end help me
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Hi Cindy
I’m no pro, but if you need to get some stuff out, I’ll read it, if you’re comfortable.
Sounds like a lot to deal with, three deaths in the family. . .
I will listen as well. Please get it off your chest.
Have you tried speaking to your husband? I don’t see you having any better choice. He won’t resent you for it, will he?
Think about how the death of your parents made you feel, and know you can’t do that to your offspring. Circle of life. Maybe try a grievance counselor.
I feel for you, it sounds as if you’re juggling a lot of things at once.
You’re worth just as much as everyone else, so I think it would be a good start to open up about how you feel.
We can pretend we’re invincible, but sooner or later, cracks in our armour will appear.
I have spoken to my husband and told him everything he is now so worried that he is off work with stress I’m causing my family to fall apart