First time in a long time

Ms. .40 Smith & Wesson… Fancy seeing you ’round here again. Yeah, I get what you mean about falling back into this funk. I must say, I felt myself heading that way not two months ago. Almost thought I should embrace it, even… But no. I’ve set myself an objective – with realistic expectations pertaining the outcome of meeting said objective – and it’s enough to keep me occupied for the time being.

…but that funk of depression is always there at the bottom; beckoning me unto it’s embrace.

All I can say is: Outstanding. Good on you for working so hard and putting real effort into bettering yourself. But what now? You push even harder, and know that you’ve already come far enough as it is.

Those ragged, rough bastards in our special forces here have a passage which they live by, and I’ll quote one specific one:

“We shall go always a little further”

…and so must we, Alina.

This sensation will grab at you, in a short time, or even a long time as it is with you now. But lucky for us, we have nothing but time; and that bastard depression will just have to reschedule.

Look after yourself in the meantime, and keep kickin’ ass while you’re at it. And… It’s good to see you’re still around after these past three years