Persistent loneliness

You will miss the feelings of being in a relationship. The first time I lived with a boy , we only dated a month. He cheated on me, beat me, so I ultimately left. It sucks, it hurts for a while, but you can’t let a relationship break you down. I know from experience. After I went back home to my parents and drank half a bottle of Ny-Quil ( Not a smart idea) because I was so devastated over what happen. I wanted to die. But when I arrived at the hospital, I had my family and close friend be with me. After that I had to go to a mental health place where I stayed over night, and let me tell you that was not a pleasant experience. I realized that no relationship is worth hurting yourself over. After I came home from the mental home ( which luckily I told them I did not want to kill myself and that I drank the Ny-Quil because I was sad in the moment so they let me go home) I started to work on myself. I hung around friends, got out, I did drink a lot though. Over time I started to heal from the pain I was in. In the end I was happy, that I did not have to be in a toxic relationship. I eventually ended up being with my crush from last summer, and now we are happily engaged.

The moral of the story is good things come to those who wait. Pain may seem like it will last forever, but it doesn’t. There is a light at the end of the tunnel.