I Don’t want to feel this way I don’t want it to end the way I feel like it needs to. I don’t know why it feels like a logical decision and it feels like it’s the best way to deal with the situation I am in. Will my problems go away? Yes but I know it may hurt some people so I can’t but maybe if I apologize ahead of time maybe give a reason before I do so a few days ahead. Apologize to the people I care about the most which they probably don’t really care themselves. Maybe then things will be alright. I am mid cleaning making everything nice so it’s easier. One last facebook status. Maybe if I bail take a bus to some random place far away for a few weeks tell nobody. think about it and end it off somewhere nice and peaceful or return home. I need to think idk man I dont want to feel like this. I dont know why. Its just the way it is. Fuck…
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Idk I hate my life and homeso death is freedom
To do what I want for me
You need to find someone you really trust to talk to. Just vent. I understand if you don’t tell them your intentions since they might baker act you out of love for you. That happened to me in the past and I’ll never let anyone know my intentions again. However, I do go to my doctor to vent. That’s the only person I do that to. I can’t even vent to my wife in fear she’ll lose her mind due to too many things already on her plate. If you do end up doing it, make sure you don’t make a mess that someone else would have to clean up. My friend committed suicide at work in the bathroom and it was a huge mess to clean up.