don’t belong

  September 18th, 2017 by lo_15

hi

I am 15 years old, and every day I fell like I don’t belong and I feel that when people call me fat or ugly that I need to just leave this world so they will not have to look at me, the age at when I felt this way was when I was 9 years old and my birth mom got back on drugs and I have not talked to her sinc, so u see it was when she chose drugs over me over my siblings but they are so happy with there lives then there is me all alone you see they don’t get why I feel this  Way, why every nigh I stay in my bed listening to sad piano music but on some days I fell  that there is no reason to get up out of bed, but I do and I just need to stay strong and to try to be happy even tho sometimes it doesn’t work.

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