Everyone sucks

Today has been particularly shitty. I was late to school. When I got home I fell down the stairs as I was leaving to get my siblings off the bus. As my mom came home hours later I tried suprising her with a clean house and a 3 course dinner made. She was unamused and genuinely pissy. I forgot about even falling down the stairs earlier because I was in my cooking and cleaning mode. But when she was coming inside she noticed a giant hole in the wall. I wasn’t even thinking about it but she was soooo angry that there was a hole. Then she realized it was from me falling down the stairs (I told her what happened) she just got even more mad. Every day of my life I am the asshole. I cannot deal with this anymore. I am a full time student, am in extra curriculars, have a job that I work most days a week from the time school let’s out until close, manage to get to the gym, and still maintain an A to B grade average. I try sooo hard to make everyone happy even if it’s at my own expense. I am unable to stop helping people and trying to make everything better. My life is the only thing in shambles and I don’t know what to do anymore.