I meticulously fantasize of suicide i die 1000 times
inside my head and late at night i hear the wind
I feel the death blows by semi trucks
and I don’t give a shit about myself I want to jump
but then I think about my family
and the people that surround me and i..
This song is pretty sad but expresses my feelings on how I want to kill myself but I think of my family and of not wanting to hurt them by doing so…
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I feel the same way, the only reason I’m still here is because I don’t want to inconvenience others. :/
But I feel like they’d forget fairly quickly, and some part of me wants them to feel guilty because of all the times they disregarded my cries for help.