There is this hole in my heart. No matter how hard ive tried to fill it ive failed. For me this feels like the end. Im scared and im tired and the only thing i could do this morning on my day off was contact my ex and post here on sp. I know posting here isnt like casting a spell to fix anything but ive seen alot of ppl who are ready to go and yes im scared but i dont think incan live life like this. Ive failed at this and i know ill become nothing the only thing left for me to do is to take this into my own hands. But if anyone can help plz contact me thru comments
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This isn’t “help”, as much as it is simply a reply. I think many of us can relate to the “hole in the heart” and what to do about it. It seems like no matter what I do, what I tell myself, what I buy or where I visit, the hole is always there. It’s like we were supposed to experience something along the way that prevents the hole, but we missed whatever it is. So, on a daily basis, we press on, trying to fill the hole, with very little luck. Some days are better than others, but sometimes it’s a matter of only a few minutes being better than the slow, agonizing hours of lasting emptiness. I don’t have a clue how to fill it. Of course, being involved in something worthwhile helps provide a distraction, but in the quiet time, the echoes from the hole are deafening.
So, no, I don’t bring much help. I’m getting tired of all the cliches, anyways. All I can offer is my empathy.
I will try my out most best to help
even if I “can’t”…
I’ll read your posts
but please do tell me
is there something specific that you need help with?
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Yes i need help to commit