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So I got out of the adolescent unit of a behavioral health facility

and

I’m lost.

I went purposely, y’know

seeking help.

And I got some?

I felt so optimistic

so productive

whilst I was there

but I got picked up last night

and now I just

don’t know what to do or how to apply anything?

There’s so much to fix

so much to get past

and it seemed so simple there but now it’s just

not?

I had it mapped, planned in the abstract

and no way to truly accomplish anything.

I’m trying so hard to get it together and I’m so pissed that I can’t fix myself in a day

but Rome fucking burned in one.

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clipped-wings 1/20/2018 - 11:38 pm

Do you have a place to spend the night? Are you at home? Just wanting to know you’re safe.

thetrashmen 1/20/2018 - 11:58 pm

I’m home and safe, thank you so much for your kindness. Just kinda overwhelmed, I suppose.

clipped-wings 1/21/2018 - 12:03 am

I bet. I hope you feel better being home. Some feel safer staying in the hospital. I was afraid to come home once. Not sure why.

Morris 1/21/2018 - 12:33 am

Primus

Cordless 1/21/2018 - 12:43 am

I have that album around here somewhere.

My favorite: Mr. Krinkle.
Weird song, weirder video.

Morris 1/21/2018 - 2:16 am

Happy (belated) birthday.
Congratulations, you’re another year closer to qualifying for the senior citizen’s discount.
🙂

clipped-wings 1/21/2018 - 12:38 pm

How ya doing today? I’m thinking about you!

thetrashmen 1/21/2018 - 2:36 pm

I’m feeling a bit better! Jeez, you’re so fundamentally good. Don’t come across truly caring people often

clipped-wings 1/21/2018 - 3:07 pm

Don’t be fooled. I’m just an old crone.

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