I’m at the highest point of my life- career, education, social, etc but I feel like a complete failure. I fail to do homework for the education I desperatly want. I fail to save money from the career that I’m quite happy at. I fail to want to be social because of the aniexty I have of individuals judging me. I’m a failure and I really do hope it gets better. I want to be/feel motivated again. I’m a human being and as a human being I feel like i’m entitled to a little bit of happiness. I love other people more then I love myself and I’ve just reached an all time low at an all time high.
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those are things you can work at, though. try to force yourself to do your course work (I know how hard it is without motivation, but it will make you feel worse without it). look at all your expenses and see where you can cut back, and if you can. if there’s spending you don’t need then try just carrying a set amount of cash per paycheck after an allotment for necessary spending.
and anxiety causes a barrier, doesn’t make you a failure.
seems odd how when things line up we can still feel miserable, but the feeling isn’t necessarily connected to circumstance.