I wake up every morning to see what today will bring all it brings is sadness everyone treats me like shit and I cant defend myself people say its going to be okay but are you the ones who are kicked out and might have to start sleeping in cars I don’t think so I say fuck it all everyone lies to me all the damn time why should I even continue to be on this damn planet someone answer that to me.
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You should continue because you can. If you play your cards right, the world may be a little brighter because of you. That’s worth the effort. And if you don’t owe it to the world, you owe it to yourself to at least try.
As for everyone lying, I just wrote a post named “everyone lies”. It sucks, doesn’t it… But, “be the change you want to see” and all that jazz, I guess.
But; people treating you like shit, why can’t you defend yourself?
I cant defend myself because every time I try I the bad person my family doesn’t understand me anymore I hate life so much I try to be strong everyday but I just keep dying inside.
It sounds like you enjoy life and want to live but you’re surrounded by people who make your life miserable. The best thing you can do for yourself is to find a job that has growth potential so that you can afford to live on your own and stop seeing people who make you miserable.
If you’re still young/in high school then you’ll need to work even harder to get your education so that you can find a good job in your future to gain your independence. You should defend yourself as much as you can, esp if you’re being accused of things you didn’t do. Weakness invites aggression, strength deters it.
I totally agree I have a job and been saving every penny so I can get on my own but its just hard right now there’s no where I can afford right now ugh.
Fucc it. Everyone on the west coast sleeps in cars and vans. I want to buy an older van and live in it. Much more economical. Fucc it. Being kicked out is an opportunity to grow deeper strength and become resourceful. Use it to propel you.
well that’s you not me and being kicked out when there’s no where to go for a 4 and 6 year old is very sad for them im their sister and I see what it does to them.