I’ve been depressed since I was ten, my first attempted suicide was when I was 12, when I was 14 I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and I am now 18. I just can’t handle life anymore. Weather it be my family or my past I just need to get out. I feel so trapped. No on in my life knows, but I plan on killing myself next week. This anxiety and guilt of keeping this from them has been getting to me. I just needed to get this off my chest, I just need to tell someone. I can’t tell anyone because they’ll try to stop me. I am committed and need to do this.
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At 18 your life has not even begun to evolve yet. Things change so much after high school. Im not going to tell you don’t do this. I am just saying give it a while. It is way to early to know where your life may go.
just tell your mother. she’ll understand. mine did.
don’t take decisions like that in moments of weakness.
can you imagine the pain a mother will feel when she’s gonna hold the corpse of her child who commited suicide?
committing suicide will end your pain, but at the cost of giving even more pain to your close ones. don’t make the wrong choice.