This may sound cheesy or whatever, but I need to get this out of me.
Okay maybe im just way too much in love. ive heard most people say that there will be other girls if not her, but then i just cant see a future where she isnt with me. I just cant. It just feels like if she doesnt end up with me, i dont exist anymore, and that just scares me. i feel stupid writing this but it is true. i dont know how ill do without her and maybe its just a little unfair that i have to go through this.