I knew my soul was dying but up until now there was always something still keeping me here. I don’t feel it anymore. I feel my soul slowly dying.I feel myself going down a path of a girl who doesn’t care what happens. I’m trying to stop myself and keep myself on the right path but I can’t help it I just don’t care anymore about anything. It all seems so pointless when I’m this miserable. I wish I could kill myself or at least harm myself or, probably the smarter option, go get counseling but I honestly can’t imagine finally talking to someone after so many years. I actually think I would turn into a mental mess worse than I am now.
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Get counseling, I know it could be a terrifying idea at first, telling all your shit to an stranger… But it really helps, get as much help as you can, it’s hard to get better and it’s a constant fight, but it’s worth it,
You’re important, your very existance is Wonderful ?
hope you get better.
I know the feeling.. I am there myself.
I exist, but I’m not living for anything.
I just wish I was dead.
I have one dying soul too. A sad one, she is.
Draining me each day and i don’t know until when i’m just going to last.
Do yourself a favor. GET HELP. Don’t waste your time, because in the blink of an eye you will be thirty years old and realize that you should have gotten help years ago. Please, don’t be like me.
how ? I don’t even know how to go get help im so scared to talk to someone and no one in my life knows everything about me. Do I go to a counseling center ? Do i tell someone I trust and see what they think I should do ? I just don’t even know what to do but I believe you and think that would be the best route to go because I already feel like I shouldve gotten help years ago.
Personally, I think you should talk to a professional. Someone who is bound by confidentiality. Sometimes telling someone you trust can backfire. You don’t have to unload all your burdens at once if you’re uncomfortable, but at least get started.