paperwork. paperwork. paperwork.
life’s full of it and that’s absolute bullshit.
i just want to sleep forever and not have to work.
i absolutely hate being in groupwork, but sadly, life says that if you don’t want to collaborate, you’re not going to do well in life – you’ll be a failure. Your life will be miserable.
i don’t want…to carry the expectations of people and i sure as hell don’t want to disappoint them. which is hard, especially in my school.
teachers say it’s okay to fail but what if you fail the expectations of your groupmates? your classmates? your friends? and then they’ll all go grumpy and mad and i just want to shut everyone off.
i absolutely hate conflict and i don’t know how to stomach it since life’s full of it. god, is there any way to help me get out of this hell?
honestly, i just want to live as a shut-in, away from the world, probably my companions being my books, my journals, my games, the internet, and my art supplies.
it’s so hard to live…so hard…i just want my life to end.
but i can’t exactly do that, not in the mood right now.
maybe i will be, eventually? soon? never? who knows.
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I understand this. I share your frustration with this insane culture of excellence and striving for perfection through teamwork and mutual edification. Makes me want to go live in the woods and eat bugs.
If I could live in the woods for the rest of my life, I would, honestly. Kinda wish I could have the will and energy to change the system tbh
Most people in my school probably dont have any (good) expectations for me and I genuinely dont care. Maybe that is the reason why they dont have em and why teachers just hate me so much. When I fail my own expectations that is a different story. Unfortunately I do it every day.
I also dont like conflict and I try to avoid it as much as possible but that just brings more conflict coz people can see that you are weak and its easy to pick on you. Also hate groupwork…
That’s true, sometimes you just have to fake a tough exterior just so that people won’t pick on you…or even talk shit about you, I guess
F*** work. Dealt with enough idiots already who can’t keep their snide remarks to themselves. Humans are a disgrace.
Haha, honestly, I’d be okay if humanity were to become extinct by the next century, though our kind is greedy and will probably find a way to cheat death. I just hope that if they were to cheat death, they better take care of the other animals and plants too. Life is a little less disappointing with animals and plants around.
Life is a prison, and work is the cell you’re forced to live in. Until you decide not to. I’m sick of it all.