Is about what I would love right now. I want to sit in the bath and slice away at my skin until the water turns from clear to red. If I knew my parents wouldn’t come home and discover my body I’d just attempt it right now. I’ve tried so long now to wait and I’ve tried changing the things I could but this just isn’t worth it anymore. It’s a never ending circle of sadness and im fucking over living it. I don’t know what I’ll do from here but I just want this pain in my soul to stop.
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Listen to Avatar – Paint Me Red. Might need to read the lyrics while you listen though…it’s a bit Heavy. But it’s worth it and fingers crossed it gives you something to do next (meaning listening to Bloody Angel or New Land or Tower if you want a soft one).
100 per cent relatable!