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I’m not okay.

by _lifesucks

I’m 12 a year old girl. Four years ago my parents split and a year later, my mom died. I was left with my father, who’s addicted to smoking and drinking and has a girlfriend who’s half his age. I get migraines and mental breakdowns a lot, and everyone thinks I’m fine at school because I get good grades and I’m pretty nice and funny. I will not tell anybody about this without being anonymous, especially a therapist, because when my parents were divorcing, the court ordered that I had to go to therapy or something. I’d been through 4 therapists before my dad decided to force me to go to group therapy, which was uncomfortable and I missed a lot of school because of it. Nobody knows about this, and my dad’s girlfriend is actually afraid to talk to me because she’s only with my dad because he spoils her (and doesn’t really give a shit about me) and she thinks I’m like him. I don’t really know but I think I might have depression and I can’t tell anyone. At this point I just want to die. Literally the only things that keep me going are my friends and (lmao) my crush…

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Hope Dream Love 6/1/2019 - 6:54 pm

hey….we all have our own story. i didnt even know my real dad until recently. feel free to vent here. overall were pretty cool here but ignore the negative comments they do pop up occasionally. just remember everyone here has their own problems and therefore has bad days. youre young. i hope you can find help before things get too bad.

_lifesucks 6/1/2019 - 7:17 pm

Thanks. It’s been pretty hard

Hope Dream Love 6/1/2019 - 7:23 pm

if you want we can talk on my email. then you can completely avoid the negative comments. id love to be your friend. you seem like a sweet girl.

rocketman 6/1/2019 - 7:22 pm

Well I’m not a daddy unless you count cats, And I’m not telling you what’s right and what’s wrong, I don’t know your whole situation, but be easy on dad many people drink and smoke it doesn’t make them bad, you can’t control everything, be good, be kind, be yourself, be understanding, sorry life got so bad for you at a young age, be tough, be strong, do your best, and things will get better in a few years. stay busy!

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