I won’t bore you with my list of failures for today. Let’s just say that today has been another shitshow in a long life of shit days. Oh how I wish I would just not wake up any more. I just want to go on a vacation somewhere where there is not any laundry, broken toilets, cracked walls, lawns to mow, housework, beds to make, dogs to feed, dishes to wash, or cooking. But, I will never again have a vacation. I can’t afford one, and I never will be able to afford one again.
I am so sick of failing at everything. Other people my age are retiring. Every dime I save gets sucked out into a crap house, or paying for something that my idiot husband just has to have. I just want to close my eyes and never wake up again.
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A day at a hotel is still like a vacation?
I like to pretend every day is a vacation.. easy to tune off and shut down all the form and function of regular technical life. Isn’t a vacation nothing really but a special place in your mind?