It’s odd: Whenever I don’t want them to, they come out. But when I just want to cry all my emotions out my eyes are dry. It makes me feel cold and alien to myself.
But anyway. Today was a shit day. It’s that time of the month for me, and on top of that I forgot my medication yesterday.
I often feel like such a jerk. I snap so easily at everything and yet I’m like glass. Maybe I deserve to die, with what a huge hypocrite I am.
I’m not sure why I came back here, honestly. Maybe it’s the community.
I was reading the suicide letters tab. Honestly? They scare me. That might sound insensitive, and I guess it is. But the way they kind up so well with my own thoughs, just stronger, is almost scary. Reality can be so harsh sometimes, and I am too goddamn innocent for a place like this.
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Apparently homosexuality is something that makes you cool and quirky, so now I my sexuality is being peddled. Nice.
I hear quirky is the thing all the girls on reddit want to be these days, so not only your sexuality, but the presupposed traits of your sexuality is being peddled. I love it when society tells me the things I should be, based on presupposed characteristics. That’s why I give soccer moms evil glares while walking in the snow.
How?