I’m sorry, but this is not a sad post. Instead, I wanted to share with you an update. A long time ago I discovered this website through some random google searches. I typed in “suicide” and just kept surfing the web, I landed on this page. I remembered leaving a post here about how sad, empty, and lonely my life is, and wish I wasn’t here.
Long story short, here I am, 10 years later, still alive, but instead, very happy. I have a very successful career, a very loving husband, an adorable son, and I am happy. I didn’t give up. And so shouldn’t you. So if you see this and feel suicidal, please hold on for just another day, and another after that. That another day could be the best decision you could ever made.
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I love your enthusiasm but holding on another day isn’t that easy for everyone.
I’m dealing with hallucinations, dissociation, memory problems, uncontrolable out bursts, major trust and abandonment issues, (I’m probably missing some things) and health problems that keep me in pain most of the time to top it all off and I’m only 20.
I’m not saying I want to or I’m going to I’m just saying for some people it’s too much for them too handle. I know I’m at my limit and before you suggest something I’m already getting “professional” help and am on medication.
I’m extremely happy that everything is going good for you and although I know my life will always be a struggle I at least hope to make it tolerable 🙂
Oh I also meant to say that I would have liked to read your previous post but it seems to be gone. I would have liked to know what you had to over come.