More Futile

It feels harder and harder to find comfort in anything. There is no one i find comfort or none that i know of that eases the pain. The distractions no longer seem to do their job. Family and friends that are supposed to lift you up make you feel in even smaller. Its amazing knowing that even with 7 biliion people in the world that you are insignificant even to the people who know you best. I dont want to be alive anymore