Whats that sound? The world SUCKING.

I have really lost faith in the world. People are just so hateful. I just dont want to be a part of it any more. Yet here I frickin sit. Only one option if I want out.
Why do people feel it is ok to be as cruel and hateful as they want to others.. But I dont want to hurt others by just ending it? WTH
I hate this place and I dont belong here. I have lost faith in all of… well… everything. Except my husband. Hurting him and my adult children would be my ONLY regret.
Damn it. I want out!!!!! I want out!!!! I want out!!!!!