I left New York

So I left NYC for peace of mind, because I couldn’t take the stress and negative effect that NYC had on me and I do feel a little better I have to say but with that being said, here I lay In this empty apt all alone and I need a better half. I hate to do this on here but I need a female that understands me and vice versa, so we can go through this journey of life together and support and help each other along the way, me m/44/ND dating sites don’t work for me, I need someone like minded