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pros of living vs ending

by corvidaecorpse

Living:

– can read more fanfic
– pay back the woman who’s been housing me during the pandemic
– play animal crossing
– post fanart online and read the comments
– make the animatic
– jack off
– eat meat
– still have the chance to get thinner
– listen to my partner’s plans for their au
– attend conventions again, someday
– sing along to music, loud+alone

Dying:

– I won’t be cognizant of anyone perceiving me
– I will not have to figure out how pay anyone back
– never have to interact with my parents again
– not stuck in this fucking body anymore
– won’t ever have to be verbal
– no more food worries
– stop stringing along th ppl who care and forcing them to witness my lack of functionality. they can deal with my death+move on instead of constantly thinking I’ll get better and being proven wrong every day.
– will never have to do dishes again
– not have to feel the guilt of sleeping anymore
– not have to be awake anymore and experience input all the fucking time
– no more sensory overloads or meltdowns
– can eat raw bits of me b4 the end without having to worry abt overdoing it
– won’t have to worry about jobs+money

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corvidaecorpse 1/23/2021 - 11:44 pm

all of my “living” ones feel so stupid and childish :/

falling falling 1/25/2021 - 7:06 am

That’s pretty much the case with all our lists. Or to summarize, reasons for living = meaningless pleasure, obligation or fear.

Reasons for dying = escape.

system 2/2/2021 - 11:32 pm

we’re all as childish as we are human, but the things you listed aren’t even close to stupid. those are things that you enjoy. don’t let people take that from you. don’t let your mind take that from you. thrive in it.

postal 1/24/2021 - 3:54 am

Nonsense- they’re all reasonable. Especially fanfiction.

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