i think i’m just scared of everyone dying before me. i always thought i would kill myself before i got to high school, and now i graduate in june. the thought of being an adult and going to university scares the hell out of me and i don’t know if i should go on.
I know you don’t feel it right now but you are so young and still have the best years of your life waiting for you. How I wish I was your age and could do it all over again. I would change everything. Life gets hard after you have had kids and the bills pile up and the wife spends all your money then leaves you for another man and takes the kids. It was even worse in my case because my wife left to become a junkie. You have your whole life ahead of you. Stay away from Bipolars and you will probably have a wonderful life.
Same… It’s a very great deal of pain, thinking older people, that you love will naturally be gone before you. I wouldn’t know what to do without them.