****** im so sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry. im sorry for ******* *** **. please don’t get **** ** ******. i broke my promise to ******* ***. i couldn’t ******* **** either. im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry
why am i sorry
why am i apologizing
to the person who destroyed me
what the fuck is wrong with me?
you did unspeakable things to me. things i will never be able to forget or erase from this body. i still have the scars, your name included. i still have the wax burns.
i love you but i fucking hate your guts. you’ve taken everything from me yet your manipulation lingers and deep down, I can’t get rid of that slave-like loyalty i have for you. i can’t get rid of the feelings. they conflict with my hatred for you. my contempt. my rage. im completely broken.
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Don’t apologize. There’s no point.
This sense of claustrophobia will pass.
Just be thankful it’s over.
You can take a breather.
thank you, I’ll try my best.