I quit my job at the end of December because i was being forced to work multiple positions that I wasn’t hired to do. I tried them out and decided it’s not for me. I hate feeling like i have to explain why i quit a job that i hated and wasnt appreciated at. I’ve been looking for jobs and going on every interview but can’t find anything worth while. I’m at a loss. I want to do something fulfilling and make decent money like everyone but it seems impossible.
I’m unsure about my relationship with my bf. He’s caring and sweet when it comes down to it but his jokes can be hurtful. Sometimes it bothers me to the point of ignoring him and just pushing him away. I know i say nasty shit too and that’s the problem. I dont know how to stop it. I started thinking about breaking up with him cause I cant see myself changing. I feel bad for promising i wont cut myself or try to kill myself for instance cause its simply not true. I dont want to hurt him but sometimes i feel like i want to when he hurts me.
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Yeah same. I’m trapped in a vicious, toxic cycle. He says nasty shit then is shocked when I return the favor.
Weird because every time I try to leave doesn’t work, Well I think I’m crippled a bit mentally. I want to leave but not sure if doing so is strength or weakness.