I should really stop coming here as often as I am now. I have been coming her for the better part of 5 years. There are times when I won’t post for months at a time, and other times where it becomes a thing every other day or so. I kind of want to go back to the former, but for right now I feel like the latter. Anyways I was just thinking about the baggage that’s sitting at the corner of the room. I did a coin flip to see if I should just get rid of it, but it won out and for now it stays. I’ve had it since before Christmas. Every week it’s just been staring at me. I often question why I got it in the first place. I want to say out of the goodness in my heart and because I care, but I’d be a fucking liar. Nobody does anything without expecting something. I am no exception. I doubt they’d even care about it if I ever manage to give it to them. It’s just some dumb trinkets. Nothing special. I tell myself that it doesn’t matter but come July you could bet all the money in the world that I’ll just do the same thing over again. Then I’ll have two things of baggage. It’s rather ridiculous of me. Oh well whatever.