Hey, new here. Confused. That’s all I can think lately. I’m stuck. I don’t know who I am. Am I the sporty girl in class with boy shorts and a random t shirt? Or am I the girl with nice necklaces and bracelets with a skirt and my hair down? My parents look at me like I’m crazy. As if I need to be told that. On Monday I’ll go to school wearing a mini skirt and a crop top with my hair down and vans shoes. And on Tuesday I’ll be wearing boy shorts with a t shirt and my hair in a ponytail with worn out broken sneakers. I feel happier on days like Tuesdays, more free, but then I feel like nobody likes me. That I need to be that Monday girl. And don’t tell me about being yourself crap because as much as I wish it did, the world doesn’t work that way. I don’t know what to do. But I can’t tell anyone. My classmates, the girls in my class think I’m ‘lucky’ or ‘really awesome at everything’ they think I’m so perfect. But they don’t see the broken side of me, the confused side, the lost side. Confused. Lost. Broken.