Finally this has worked out. between finding a facility that would accept me as a patient because of my mobility (I walk with a cane) and then one with bed availability, and then getting the Dr. here to approve the transport plan (I felt like he wanted me transported in restraints and a facemask) I will be leaving today. I will continue therapy at the facility hopefully with more specialized counselors and staff. I know I wont cure my depression there.
I am hoping I will at least not see it as a terminal disease which I feel it is now. How that may happen I do not know. I am missing my wife even more and I still have not been able to figure out a way to deal with when the divorce papers arrive. Right now I see my option at that time is go go through with my plan. I guess I will know in two weeks whether I will still feel that way.
If I do feel that way when I get back I will have to talk with my therapist to see if I can prepare for this. We plan to do some EMBR therapy but I wonder if that may work for this.
Well in a way things are moving forward but seem to still be precarious.