A little bit of background.
So I’ve always been very lonely but spent my time on suicide sites. At first SP, then SS. All my friends are on SS. Do I miss them. Some killed themselves, some left to recover. But now, because of f$xters, I cant stay on SS, its being monitored. And I’m fucking lonely! I want to spend my time bitching on the chat like I used to, but I just cant. Well, thats what I do during the painful wait to get my method (which takes forever!). So, I’m stuck, alive and lonely.
I want to talk to people who are open to the idea of suicide. To be precise, I dont want someone to encourage me to live. Just someone who accepts my decision. But I cant go on SS anymore.
So here’s my discord if anyone is willing to talk..
terezi#1639
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It’s interesting that even fellow suicidal people have a tendency to discourage it. It’s just human nature.
What is making you feel down? You mentioned you are lonely.
Fix26 has plagued SS, it’s no longer a safe space. It Fix26 criminalizes suicidal people.
What is SS, is that some Nazi forum?
It’sa site similar to this one but an anti suicide group called fix the 26 hijacked it and was causing all kinds of problems.
it’s essentially a pro-choice (aka suicide neutral) site. it used to be a safe space for a lot of people to go for recovery, support, a vent space, or a place to spend their final moments. Albeit the site isn’t the *safest* place ever (lots of creeps and whatnot preying on vulnerable people, some cases of users encouraging suicide which isn’t allowed), the community was/is rather tight knit.
Fix26 is based on the rhetoric that people should be forced to suffer and live into their old age even if they’ve 100% hit a wall that there’s no coming back from (as in they’ve tried everything in their power to heal/recover). This includes forcing failed suicide attempt victims who were left in a vegetative state to stay alive.
“SS” convinced and coached a 14 year old girl into killing herself. afaik the suicideproject Admin has banned links to “SS” so that ought to tell you how “suicide neutral” they are. Pro choice is one thing. Killing children is another.
To be honest, I agree that it’s really volatile now. Back when it was a smaller community it wasn’t quite as bent on suicide but more focused on discussing feelings and thoughts. It’s sad that it devolved into the cesspool it is now
Hey I added you on discord a while back, I am here to talk if you want, I need someone to talk to also.