but he never not talks to me. and just after he proved to me that he cared.
i messaged him yesterday and of all things i was talking about my appointment. i dont even know if he knows i didnt go today.
he was messaging. really short one word messages but at least it was something. and then it just stopped. i havent gotten another message since. not even a goodnight .
im sure theres a logical reason. im sure hes just busy. but he never not messages….just….anything would be nice so i know for sure i havent driven him away.