I wrote this a few months ago to give to my ex wife. I spent years trying to keep her from killing herself because she is bipolar and had a bad childhood. Now she wonders about me although we split up a week ago again. We were almost partners a few times 20 years ago but we just became junkies instead lol. Good times…
How did I get here
Why can’t I heal
All thats left is pain
That I wish I didn’t feel
Where do I go
what will I find
who am I leaving
The love left behind
Everything is wrong
I can never get it right
The demands are overwhelming
Its time to say Goodnight
Suicide is for cowards
Suicide is for the brave
Suicide doesn’t care
It just wants you in the grave
No more pain
No more sorrow
No more death
No need to borrow
Im so sorry for
the things Ive done
Please forgive me
Please don’t run
Will you hold me
In my final hour
As I hold you
We fall asleep
Suicide is for fools
Suicide is for the wise
Suicide doesn’t care
Fills your heart and soul up with lies
Im not crazy
just filled with pain
Im not lazy
Just tired of rain
You know the rest
You can’t deny
This is not a test
You’ve seen me cry
Not far behind
are those we love
The concept of time
Doesn’t exist up above
Suicide is for cowards
Suicide is for the brave
Suicide doesn’t care
It just wants you in the grave