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6 joints and a nice walk

by thedevilisclose

That is exactly what I needed.

I felt like shit. I had just thrown my new kitchen lighting across the place and hit the window. I just wanted to die. I was so fucking done with my brain bullshit, don’t get me wrong I still am, however as a hold over until my therapists appointment that did nicely. I rolled 6 joints, about the amount I have in a day, it’s 4-5 but I felt like shit so rolled an extra just in case. I didn’t know how long I was going to be gone just that I was probably going to be back by night fall. I left and got to thinking about a wooded area close by. I went to check it out, hung out there alone with my thoughts, my lighter, my keys and my joints. I only ended up smoking 1 joint, but I also haven’t eaten in about 24hrs. I didn’t really accomplish anything. My brain still feels hectic but I don’t really care.

 

Is it the joint? Probably. Most likely. It would almost be stupid for me to say it’s not and completely stupid to not even think it’s a probability. But idc. I just need to keep it cool until my therapist appointment.

 

My life is a mess….

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Abnormal.Thoughts 5/16/2021 - 11:05 am

It’s good to step away and be alone once in a while. With everything that is going on in everyone’s life sometimes the chaos just needs to r alone so as not to explode. I hope your lights and window are okay.

thedevilisclose 5/16/2021 - 5:58 pm

the lighting is fine and im sure hubby checked the window lol

Rainwatch 5/16/2021 - 7:25 pm

Those 6 joints sound great. Unfortunately i can only have 2 per day due to availability issues?
A case in point being only an hour ago during a phonecall, the voice on the other end said ” Nothing happening til tuesday man”.

thedevilisclose 5/17/2021 - 12:37 am

I’m guessing you can’t get a new or second supplier.

Rainwatch 5/16/2021 - 7:28 pm

Typo the question mark is supposed to be the angry face emoji. Fuckin technology!

thedevilisclose 5/17/2021 - 12:36 am

Yeah the emojis here don’t work very well lol

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