General Chip/Once by Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/1/2021 written by Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/1/2021 Figure I should be the one to ask, I feel people disregard me around here anyway so I’m not afraid to break the silence. I’m sure we’ve all noticed he’s gone, what happened? Just a shout out @Once 24 comments 3 Email Related posts Time 5/16/2021 A lifetime 5/16/2021 What I feel 5/16/2021 5/16/2021 6 joints and a nice walk 5/16/2021 -Visitors not allowed- 5/16/2021 5/16/2021 Although it’s gotten abstract 5/16/2021 I feel like I’m gonna die soon 5/15/2021 loneliness 5/15/2021 24 comments system 5/1/2021 - 11:43 pm Thanks for being the one to post… I was going to but I was having a hard time trying to write it out. I hope he’s not gone. Log in to Reply Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/2/2021 - 12:20 am If he is, that’s the way it is. Log in to Reply Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/2/2021 - 12:23 am I been meaning to talk to you btw, you seem useful to put it bluntly. I didn’t know antidepressants affected people with personality disorders differently. Where did you find this information? Log in to Reply system 5/2/2021 - 4:05 am I know a lot about meds and whatnot because I’ve had a ton of experience with them. Not only that, but I do a lot of psychiatry-based research in my free-time (I find it interesting). I’ve also been seeing psychiatrists since I was 8, my mum is a board certified psychologist, and I plan to work in neuropsychology. Log in to Reply Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/2/2021 - 7:41 am Nice. Any specific source for this particular knowledge? Log in to Reply system 5/2/2021 - 1:31 pm Here’s an example of a source (since I can’t cite conversations with my psychiatrist lol) https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3811092/ Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/2/2021 - 7:40 pm Do you use Discord or anything? I’m not good at sharing my stuff in this format sooo I usually just ditch all my posts before I even complete them. system 5/2/2021 - 8:54 pm I don’t use any social media for safety reasons. Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/2/2021 - 10:03 pm Jfl system 5/3/2021 - 12:29 am I’m out of the loop lmao, I’m not familiar with that acronym? Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/3/2021 - 2:26 am Yeah, it means Just Fucking LOL. You’re about as green as a newborn lamb, huh. You gotta learn to operate on some guile, honey. Someone like you may as well have a target painted on your forehead. I hope you don’t take offense to that but I’m just being honest. You’re really afraid to use Discord? You’re a patsy if I’ve ever seen one. I don’t even feel comfortable writing this comment but I have nothing else to say. That’s simply the truth. system 5/3/2021 - 3:08 am …safety reasons as in the fucking FBI has instructed me to shut down all social media to prevent my violent abuser from tracking me and contacting me further. would’ve been nice if you asked why first. Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/3/2021 - 4:04 am Your email address is literally visible in the comments dashboard, just so you know. And beyond that, Discord isn’t social media. It’s just an anonymous chatting site. Not much different from this one. system 5/3/2021 - 4:18 am a) I’m well aware of that. I’m not concerned about that here, and I’m going to swap it out soon. b) I have experienced horrifying blackmail on Discord before. The people involved are under investigation by fucking homeland security, so don’t even bother trying to tell me “that isn’t that bad”. I have been made to do things against my will in order to protect myself and loved ones. I also associate discord with a lot of disgusting things that happened to me when I was younger. I was groomed on there. I really don’t appreciate you assuming that I’m some sort of weakling because I don’t want to use certain applications. If you’re going to interact with me further, I would really prefer if it was in a respectful manner. Thanks. blue_dude15 5/2/2021 - 1:21 am I’m also grateful you wrote this, I too was wondering whether or not I should post about it. I hope he’s ok Log in to Reply TheOpenRoad 5/2/2021 - 2:20 am Yeah I was wondering about him too. Hope he’s ok. Log in to Reply Once 5/2/2021 - 3:21 pm …I am still here. Im very touched at this post. It sort of took me by surprise. Thank you for your concern. I dont visit the site as much lately, the past 6 weeks has been extremely difficult. The world is so different after you put your affairs in order and sit for thirteen hours with a loaded gun and fail to follow through. Thank you guys, Idfk, System,Blue_dude, The Open Road for thinking about me. I haven’t felt like posting and am facing legal troubles now as a result of the police being involved in my failed attempt. I appreciate your concern….if I can muster some strength I’ll try to post later on with some details, but for now, life is an hour by hour burden. I wish I had pulled the trigger…I had the opportunity to do it, but it just didn’t happen. For whatever reason. I hope you all are doing as well as can be expected. Log in to Reply Abnormal.Thoughts 5/2/2021 - 4:33 pm I’m glad you are alive. I believe you can get through this. You are a very thoughtful and organized person based on what I can tell. Just keep trudging on until the mud clears I guess. Log in to Reply system 5/2/2021 - 7:00 pm !!! holy shit I’m so relieved!! I’m glad you’re alive. It’s very hard to re-adjust after an attempt *that* organized. It’s a traumatic experience similar to ego-death. It’s difficult to get back into a “normal” routine after literally being on death’s doorstep, arguing internally whether you should knock on the door or not. I wish you the best. Log in to Reply blue_dude15 5/2/2021 - 8:41 pm Oh my god, I’m so glad you’re alive!! Yeah, it is difficult and tiring after an attempt like that, so take all the time you need to feel a bit better. No rush! But I’m really glad you’re still alive, I hope the legal troubles will get sorted and that you’ll feel a bit better soon. I truly hope stuff will get better for you, you seem like a cool dude. Log in to Reply TheOpenRoad 5/3/2021 - 3:15 am Glad you’re ok. Log in to Reply Once 5/2/2021 - 3:59 pm IdfkAnymore, thank you for putting up this post. I am humbled. Thank you. Log in to Reply Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess 5/2/2021 - 7:27 pm Haha man it’s alright. Do your best. Log in to Reply a1957 5/2/2021 - 10:30 pm @Once I failed my ever so organized attempt too. CO with par+ner. Police got involved. It’s the most incredible thing to go from what seems sure death to… now what? Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.