I go back and forth. I care too much about everything, which soon becomes really overwhelming. After a while I just get suffocated by it all and decide that none of it really matters. But then life starts to seem really pointless, so I start looking for something to care about again. And then eventually I get caught up in caring too much about everything again and it just repeats.
I can totally relate. And that ish is painful to experience. Its a torn feeling that makes u exhausted all the time. Wish we didnt torture ourselves like this
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I go back and forth. I care too much about everything, which soon becomes really overwhelming. After a while I just get suffocated by it all and decide that none of it really matters. But then life starts to seem really pointless, so I start looking for something to care about again. And then eventually I get caught up in caring too much about everything again and it just repeats.
I can totally relate. And that ish is painful to experience. Its a torn feeling that makes u exhausted all the time. Wish we didnt torture ourselves like this
Yup thats me…
Now add That With bipolar disorder….
I have schizoaffective disorder (well according to the doc at winnebago) so yea i can only imagine