This is part of the reason I need to take a break for the time being. I don’t have a voice. I can’t do what I want.
Example. I want to purchase a phone. But I can’t or should I say won’t. I’m not sure if he’d have a problem with it. But whenever I try to do something he’s always pointing out what’s ‘wrong with it’. I’m not a child. Don’t do that. So I don’t want to hear it and end up just not bothering. In my current relationship dynamic I do not feel like an equal.