i shouldn’t be feeling like this. i don’t have any real reason to be feeling like this. or do i?
maybe i’m losing track of myself? i am forgetting to breathe too often.
maybe i’m just hungry.
after sleeping i will be feeling better. but what if few hours later i will screw up myself like this again.
hm i feel better already after writing this. how does this even work.
write dumb words. head empty and chill.
why would this site help me calm myself like this. it has never before worked like this. this site normally just makes me stressed. but for some reason just writing things now can help me like this. it’s like… my mentality changed the effect that my own words have on me.