I’m really struggling. I’m not sure what to do any more. I’ve done the best that I can do. I’m sad and lonely and pathetic. Not even shock therapy can help me. I’m not sure why I even would have holed any hope. It’s so stupid. I’m so smart in some ways but not any way that matters.
I’ve promised myself I will keep going until September. I’m not sure I can keep that promise. As long as I’ve done my best, I can leave feeling happy and satisfied knowing I’ve tried everything.
People need people. I have no one. No matter what I do, I’ll always be this sad, pathetic loser trying to hold on to something that’s not worth saving.
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I can also relate to your post… I’ve experienced the same thing…
Hello,
Excatly this same for me…
You are not alone
Trust me i know this feeling all too well. I lost all friends n family from the crime my dad committed against my son. And on top of that me n my kids r still homeless. I didnt even have any1 for my emergency contact. But now i do, its a social worker lol which is sad af but hey its better than leavin it blank an if i die atleast some1 besides my kids will know