Yeah, basically I’m sick of being sick. I don’t want my life anymore. I don’t want to talk about it, I know it can’t change. I don’t want someone telling me I’m loved or wanted because it’s a fucking lie.
I have no one. These support lines are bullshit. All I want is a fast way out of my body. I don’t want to be here anymore.
I keep reading articles about people successfully completing and I just want to know how they did it. Am I stupid for not knowing how? Am I just a coward? How hard is it to die? How hard can it actually be? I’ve attempted before but it was pathetic. Not a cry for help. I wanted someone to see how desperate I am and help me end my life, not keep me alive.
All these exit plans, medications, whatever methods people use, I want that. For some reason, its been hard to find an out.
I just want out already. How do I do it?
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97% of all suicide attempts end in failure, so no, you’re not stupid for not knowing how to properly do it. I want to know a foolproof painless way of doing it too.
And yes, those stupid help lines don’t help because they’re all reading from a script.