The last month

Nothing left to do on my list. Just need to wait until it’s time. I’m proud of myself. I’m proud of how hard I’ve tried.

It’s not my fault that I was hurt as child. Over and over and over again. It’s not my fault I couldn’t ask for help because I didn’t know how. It’s not my fault that what happened broke me and I could never find a way to make any relationships. I did the best that I could do and it is all I can ask of myself.