currently i wish to die, not because I want to actively die, i just want relief. i have had 5 attempts before in the last year and a half and i still want to do it. but i know if i do it people might miss me, something that i don’t believe is true, but my friends say it’s true, but can i really call them my friends. i have a lot of trust issues so i can never tell.
this is my first post so i don’t really know what i’m doing. i just hope anyone i know finds me on here, not that they would, but there’s a chance.