so lazy i know i cannot survive as an adult

I haven’t really done drugs but from what I understand weed/kush can make you lazy, so that could be the source of your problems.

Ofc depression and other emotions can have an effect. I used to be late for work for example by 5-10 mins. I vaguely recall feeling embarrassed when my manager pointed it out and she wasn’t mean about it.

I think she did give me some advice about aiming for 10 mins earlier and I’ll arrive on time…can’t recall the details it was many years ago, but anyways it worked.

Since then I was almost never late for anything. It’s 90% discipline. If you want anything good in life you have to work for it.

There is so much crap one has to go through to get anywhere. I did my degree, had numerous jobs over the years and now I’m finally in a position to buy my own condo or house, if all goes well in the next few months. I’m in an expensive city.

Actually the ‘secret’ is that the higher up you go, the more money and benefits you get and the easier your life. It is harder to be poor, to rent (which never stops increasing), to drive shitty cars.

If you buy new cars for example, they last longer, have less problem and have a higher trade in value which you then use to get another newer car. If you have a house, you can rent your bsmt, generate income, your property increases in value, you wipe out your mtg and now your costs are minimal to survive.

So in fact you just make life 10x harder for yourself if you choose to say “at the bottom.” Ofc it’s not an easy struggle, but your life gets much easier when you have your own house.

Nowadays unless you have a well-paying job you definitely need at least 2 incomes to get there, but after you achieve it then you can mostly chill, just pay the basics.

If life truly sucks there’s no way up or out…then ya I’d opt to exit also. I’ve had a few terrible low points but I’m glad I stayed to at least help a few family members who are close to me and I don’t regret it.