I live in a country that sees suicide as an act of rebellion . So there are laws to scare people from commiting suicide . One of those laws is that if I am not above the age of 21 . If I commit suicide my close family parents and older siblings will be held accountable for my “mistake” by paying stupidly large sums of fines and me and my parents have to at least be held inside a “psych ward” ( basically a prison ) until I am deemed to be “normal” again . I have been actively trying to commit suicide since I was 11 . I have been in And out psych wards my entire life . Here is my problem now I have been notified a month ago by the police if I try to commit suicide again my dad will go to prison for negligence of a child and treason of the “ethics” of our country and they made him sign papers that basically say I am not in my “full Brain capacity” and that he is 100% accountable for my actions . Now here is the funny part if I live to be 21 and try to commit suicide I will also be charged with treason and will at least get life in prison . But I have a solution whenever I get signed into a psych ward I basically become their liability and all the laws mentioned before about what will happen to my dad will seize to be valid . So I have 4 cyanide pills with me rn I am planning to go to the psych ward today to be signed in and once everyone is asleep at night I will take them and be free from this hell hole .
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
3 comments
This is a typical example of how the system utilises evey inch of human angony as a means to profit. By charging people for anything suicide related means easy pickings for the government. If suicide is prevented, and the one attempted it put in jail, then the incarceration industry makes money by keeping prisoners in cells, this industry then makes plenty of dough for the government.
If you are let out and ‘forced to live’ they maintain you as their investment as a production/consumption/work unit that pays them taxes. It’s a fail safe system, an insurance if you will, that no matter the outcome the system wins money out of it.
In conjunction with pro-birth culture and the refusal to admit overpopulation, they keep the product flowing. In this pseudo civilization we find ourselves in, everything is a product, and formost of these products are people. The very reason most parents are programmed into rearing families is to this purpose. I’ve mentioned many times, we arent born for us, we are produced by the system.
That’s well put. We don’t own ourselves but someone owns us.
That is f*cked up…. It’s your life. Why do they care.? If you’re still around… I hope your thoughts are lighter today.